Marcia Foster
Mickey Lee Kayline
Nov 13, 2022 (FB)
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to my broski in the upper bunk.
I woke up today and it was all off. I was thinking 'the wires must be crossed somewhere' then, before I could take a double digit morning breath, I remembered. Chalk it up to old age and sleep medication my boy.
It's hard to explain how I feel. Logically, I know I'm going to have to deal with this and 'get on' with my life, but I just can't choose any enterprise that involves even sorta kinda forgetting about you. it's been like a hard system restart, and ive had to try and remember how I used to be before you left us all these years ago. Am i making this too much about me?
I've been trying to think about what our time together meant, why God allowed us to know one another, and what I'm meant to take away from it all. It'll be a journey to figure it all out, and just because I want the answers now, doesn't mean I deserve or am ready for them.
I really wish you knew how important you were, how much we all needed you and still do. I know ive said this many times, in many different ways, but its the big, undeniable truth.
Hopefully we can talk again in my dreams, dude. the holidays are hard.
- governor mick.